What’s the point of being here
When there’s nothing but me?
Why do I have my eyes open
When no one else does?
Why do I show myself
When no one is looking?
Why do I live
When nobody cares?
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Does anyone have some pills?
Sometimes,
I wish I could wash away all the pain.
I wish I had Novocain to inject
Directly into my brain
So I couldn’t feel
Pain, rejection, hate, anger,
Or Love, because
That’s usually what hurts the most.
FOREVER ALONE
Walking Through Life
Walking through the dead of night, all alone
I’m just waiting for someone to find me
Traveling nowhere, trying to find home
Look back to see if someone’s behind me
Broken glass and bandages on my hands
Lights passing over me every few feet
I can run away, but I cannot stand
My only wish is that I could see
Ice cold, freezing chills blowing down my neck
Life keeps passing me with each step I take
I just hope I’ll be able to go back
On the day that I realize my mistakes
There is nothing left but me and the path
But life is short, so I better walk fast
Best Years of my Fucking Life
Every single day,
I try to force myself to ask you.
Every single day,
I come within half an inch of pulling it off.
But that day was different,
Because that day was the last time
That I saw you.
I knew in those last thirty seconds,
Throughout goodbye hugs
And mild tears,
That this was the last opportunity I had to ever tell you how I felt
And I grabbed that opportunity.
Now, years later, I wonder,
Why did I let go?
